http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/index.php?app=blog Community Blog List Syndication Fri, 12 Mar 2010 06:30:14 +0000 gabrielle@frosti.org (Safe Haven) IP.Blog 60 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/602/entry-4179-cant-stop-creating/
Just can't stop creating tonight. To a point where it's a little insane. I'm on my.....8th or 9th poem? Second drawing, a whole heck of a lot of ideas. I can't keep up with myself.

I'm not sure why but I feel like I just *have* to keep making something, or everything's going to...]]> Fri, 12 Mar 2010 06:15:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/602/entry-4179-cant-stop-creating/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/602/entry-4178-stuck-on-this/

I don't know why I'm stuck on this.
Stuck on you.
Stuck on anything.
Can't seem to slip it off of me.
I always had thick skin
Perfect to hold it all in

And each of the potholes of me
Have caught me senseless
Hardly can ride down the...]]> Fri, 12 Mar 2010 03:47:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/602/entry-4178-stuck-on-this/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/577/entry-4177-chicks-are-crazy/
but Chad and Lindsey? and Dru and Alicia? wtf. Lindsey...]]> Thu, 11 Mar 2010 01:11:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/577/entry-4177-chicks-are-crazy/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4173-should-fight-but-it-isnt-so-easy/ Always... confusing thoughts in my head.
So I can't trust myself anymore.
I can't keep going under!

So I decided to get to know myself better. I thought that I can't go anymore more under.
But I slip. Again.

-Raven.]]> Mon, 08 Mar 2010 22:35:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4173-should-fight-but-it-isnt-so-easy/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/594/entry-4172-why-cant-i-be-happy/
My ex called me yesterday bare in mind we only split up two weeks ago. now his asked me to go to cinima grrr its too soon for me. I dont know what to do i told him i will let him know if i can or not.

Feel like cutting myself to pieces tonight might do me some good. HIdden away in my...]]> Mon, 08 Mar 2010 22:21:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/594/entry-4172-why-cant-i-be-happy/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4171-broken-is-better-left-to-be-broken/
My problem is that I compare myself to the happy people. I can be hyper. But I can't be happy.
People doesn't know that how much I hate to be the one who is constantly sad. They know that's just me, never happy. I'm just the girl who is...]]> Mon, 08 Mar 2010 21:18:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4171-broken-is-better-left-to-be-broken/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/233/entry-4170-rule-1/ Always keep yourself slightly cold to speed up your metabolism. Mon, 08 Mar 2010 00:29:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/233/entry-4170-rule-1/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4169-triggeredupdate/ I feel like cutting...But then I think about how all my cuts have already turned into scars and I don't need a new one. It would look terrible. I have just decided to wear short sleeves even at school and my friend would see.
And I try to stop...]]> Sun, 07 Mar 2010 16:49:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4169-triggeredupdate/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/594/entry-4168-me-again/ Sun, 07 Mar 2010 16:13:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/594/entry-4168-me-again/ http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4166-academics-of-the-heart/ Sun, 07 Mar 2010 02:50:00 +0000 http://gabrielle.self-injury.net/blog/530/entry-4166-academics-of-the-heart/